Abigail Hopkins | All The Times I
We are very pleased to announce the upcoming release of All The Times I (Single Edit) by Abigail Hopkins. It's a special, shortened version of the song, which is drawn from Abigail's current album Stardust. The single is due for release on 24th October 2025. Proceeds will go to The Royal Marsden Cancer Charity.
Abigail Hopkins on the moving, powerful and distinctive All The Times I:
“I wrote All the Times I towards the end of completing the Stardust album. It’s a song that almost wrote itself, but it was the most challenging song on the album to record. The strumming of the guitar sounds simple, yet the chord patterns are quite complex, giving the song a distinctive sound, I think. It has something of the feel of a stage musical number with piano parts building progressively.
Initially, I felt it was about past loves I had abandoned. In the first verse and the final repeated verse, I offer an apology to those I felt I may have hurt - ‘All the times I left you behind, without giving you a reason why, and I never even said goodbye.’ But now thinking about it, the song could equally address abandoned parts of ourselves, with the moonlight on the sea representing that state of unity which never ended.
Facing my own mortality and surviving cancer was a massive wake-up call for me. So I think All the Times I is also about daring to reclaim authenticity, to truly live life in all its moments, great and small, rather than hiding ourselves away. I was brought back in touch with my own truth and reminded of my connection with the rest of life. I was given the opportunity to remember my real self. I don’t have to ‘pretend’ so much anymore. Though of course all of this is still a work in progress; I’m always learning,” says Abigail Hopkins.
- New single: All The Times I (Single Edit) by Abigail Hopkins
- Drawn from the album: Stardust
- Album formats: CD & Digital
- The album is available now from https://abigailhopkinsstardust.bandcamp.com/album/stardust
- Label: Tiny Fragile Records
- Single credits: Written, performed, produced & mixed by Abigail Hopkins. Mastered by John Winfield
- Single cover photograph by Abigail Hopkins
- Single due for release: 24th October 2025
- For the lyrics - please see below...
PROCEEDS WILL GO TO THE ROYAL MARSDEN CANCER CHARITY
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All The Times I
All the times I
Never let you see me cry
All the times
I left you behind
Without giving you a reason why
And I never even said goodbye
—
All the times I
Never spoke my mind
Said there was nothing wrong
Said that I was fine
But you and I both know so well
Just like the sunrise
The truth cannot be denied
—
All the times I
Was so busy chasing the prize
I forgot to recognise
That beauty can still be found
Here beneath the sky
Still the years kept on walking by
Still the years kept on walking by
—
All the times I
Not for want of trying
Found myself in hiding
But you know as well as I
Spend too long in the darkness inside
Like the rabbit on the road at night
You’ll just be caught by headlights
—
All the times I
Imagined you were there by my side
As I wandered alone along the shoreline
You with an urgent question in your eyes
When you disappeared
Why should I have been so surprised?
A path from you to me
Had already been revealed
Stardust and moonbeams
On the surface of the sea
Stardust and moonbeams
On the surface of the sea
—
All the times I
Never let you see me cry
© Abigail Hopkins